December 2011
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“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– CHUCK PALAHNIUK (via janineds)
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Selfish
I’m pretty selfish. I admit it. But I like to think it’s because of how I grew up.. you know.. getting nothing.. seeing everyone around me receive everything. I got jealous and wanted more. It’s just how I grew up. I’ve never really given gifts to people.. If I did, it wouldn’t be very meaningful, or expensive. I mean, I try, but always making sure my wallet...
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you guise. chedditout. remix to one of my favez
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Escapé.
Everyone’s dream. To escape from one’s reality. To be somewhere far away, from troubles, pain, shame, guilt. To start over. To be someone you’re not, because being who you were wasn’t good enough. Because once you’ve established who you are, you’re that person for a long time. Whether good or bad, sometimes it isn’t what you had hoped. It’s hard to...
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It always feels good when everything’s how it should be, and not how it used to be. The dust has settled and normalcy seems to be just around the corner. It’s always good to have to periods of peace and contentment. I guess that I’m taking a rest before getting ready for exciting, new things to come. It’s always good to have a chapter of your life to end, so we can start...
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choistorysam replied to your post: Oh, how I miss you, Summer.
..cute clothes?hahaha. i miss it too
that girls wear.. (;
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Oh, how I miss you, Summer.
You and your warm weather, beach parties, and late night sun sets. Refreshing food, cute clothes and cloudless days. Fresh grass, many laughs, and fun dates. Oh Summer, how I miss you.
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Can't wait for snow.
It doesn’t feel like December/Christmas without snow….
That feeling when someone chose another person...
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tchumblr replied to your post: Old Friends
but nostalgia is thinking about the past…
my friend made the picture like 4 years ago, saying that we’d be like that haha. that’s why it’s nostalgic. cause we don’t talk anymore
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Old Friends
Imagine yourself, 60 years from now. Sitting on a one of those rocking chairs, out on the porch. Watching life outside. Imagine sitting there with an old friend. Someone you’ve known and been with for most of your life. A person that knows everything about you, and went through everything with you.
That’d be awesome, to sit there with someone, sharing that peace together. Old...
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Dance.
I’m really glad that I’ve started dancing again, even though I’ve only gotten the chance to dance once so far. But hopefully it’ll be more consistent. Life without dance just makes me feel so.. lazy. Being unable to really physically express myself is difficult. I find that the best stress reliever is through physical movement, whether it be exercising, fighting, or...
Decemeber
I have high hopes for you. It’s when life turns around, with new beginnings and a new year. It’s when community comes together and celebrates this wonderful time. When people give gifts and share joy. I really hope to find happiness this month, or at least contentment. It is the holiday season, which means it’s loner season. When we’re most vulnerable and desperate. But...