ijustd0i:

How come every time I hear your name it makes me want to drown myself in alcohol, shot after shot, slowly poisoning my liver with liquor? And I don’t even drink.

Why did you perform an act of such epitomizing deception when you also developed yourself in my mind to be the type of person I could never be mad at, no matter how badly I want you to feel the way you made me feel?

Why do you smile the way you do that makes me look at you the way I do? But at the same time, it makes me want to punch holes through walls and bring an amount of physical pain equivalent to the amount of emotional trauma you put me through onto the next living thing that makes the mistake of choosing to be in my range of sight.

Your false innocence and temporary promises of forever obligates me to believe that you, or people like you, are the sole reason for abuse in the world.

You’re the last straw. You’re the final strand. You’re just enough push to send others over the edge. The blame is put on the puppets of destruction but you and people like you are the ones pulling the strings.